A House Is No Longer My Home ... But My Love For You Will Be Forever Be The Same..

It has been a while since I wrote something here. For the past week I am has been doing a lots of soul searching about my present and my future. What I was try to said is that I have been sad and afraid. I soon realise being afraid and sad will only last for a short moment.

After months of planning, several meeting with the lawyer and countless emails I finally did it I have sign one of the most important contract in my life and is official I sold my apartment which I have the honour owning and love for the past 5 years. Now it will have new owner hopefully that will love this place as much as I do.

I'm sure peoples who has to let go something they have love so much for them to give up and move into a better future but the fact still remind that you are  going to be sad and you need time to heal and grief for the things that you lost. 

Take this apartment for an example I am not only losing an apartment. I am losing a home and a future that I have envision. So I understand that I need to start grieving for that future and all the hope and dream I have envision for this place because now there are gone or shall I said no longer mine. There  is a wonderful saying " You have to give up the life you plan to find the life that is waiting for you. In all our life's we grown by giving up thing's  that you once loved.

 How we handle those loses can really define who we are.

Sometimes in life you trying so hard  to do things or change something but life's  just didn't seem to work out and that feeling of  lost,  disappointment and sadness need time to grief as well it doesn't matter how big or small the situation is. If you don't acknowledge it and feel the pain and disappointment it will never get out of your way. After you accept all of the painful feeling and come out of the other end you will go some place new and meet people that it make you feel worth while again. Then you will be able to see what is right there, right in front of your eye that is all so clear then the little pieces of your broken soul and disappointment will finally begin to faint.

 I want to take this opportunity to Thanks Chris Frankland. I would like to thanks him for giving strength when I was weak, leading me your shoulder when I was crying, being patient with me when I was nonsensical and through it all we both know that we have survive and we became a better and stronger person. 

Finally, I would like to Thank You C-29-05 Seri Maya

Thank you for allowing me to be with you for the past 5 years

Thank you for giving me the joy of  being there

Thank you for loving me 

It was my honour for the past 5 years to being your owner

I will never forget you. 

Thank You 

Love

Danny